:-(

This afternoon I found myself absolutely bawling my eyes out to C-the-teacher and one of the aides. I'm just feeling dreadful today. I'm tired despite having gone to bed early, I'm hormonal and cranky, I feel stupid and incompetent, and I miss S so badly that I can barely move. So I cried and cried instead. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to sit down and eat a box of chocolates or a big serve of icecream, but I mustn't and I won't. I have to find some other way to cope but I can't seem to think straight. There has to be some way to get a grip on my emotions and feel positive again. There has to be.