Meh

I was back in the classroom today, after three days of training courses, and I'm rather delighted to say that I missed teaching and missed the kids, and was glad to be back. I was scared I’d discover I actually hated it lol. Silly!

As always in my life, I’m struggling with impatience today. A friend who I was very close to during my undergrad (and for whom I harboured a secret crush for YEARS) was married recently and I just finished looking at his wedding photos on Facebook. And of course it’s made me want to stamp my feet and wail that it’s MY TURN DAMNIT!!!!!

I know it’ll happen and I know it’ll probably be within the next two calendar years, but although time is flying I’m having trouble reconciling myself to the wait. It’s not like I can make it happen any faster, nor would I want to because I’m an old-fashioned gal and I want S to do the work :-D But it’s so hard to squelch that impatience and frustration. Inner calm and patience just aren’t happening for me at the moment.

Basically I’m just a silly jealous girl who wants what everyone else has, right now, and is willing to whine about it to anyone who will listen. Forgive me?